Sight :
An Episode about Japan on Discovery Channel
http://www.peopleofwalmart.com
http://www.aibento.net
http://www.dailymail.co.uk
Touch :
None.
Hearing :
Ipod playing the following bands/artists
Ode To a Beautiful Nude
Break the Ice by Britney Spears
Mental Picture by Jon Secada
A New Tattoo by Urbandub
The Whole Album of Little Boots
Taste :
The new grilled shrimp flavour of Pringles. Holy snap! It is Pink!
Feelings are so useless. I wish I could sleep though.
Must've been too hasty but I know I did the right thing.
Hence the reason I am the one left behind.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Do we really need that remix?
Just saw the remix version of Frankie Goes to Hollywood's "Relax". Though the initial reaction was some applause from this side --- applause because of the band's audacity to re-mix what was considered a controversial song back in the 80's and some laughter at how typical the video is. Skinny models + homo-ambigious looking boys + flashing lights + barely subtle sexual devices = Typical. It's so J.Lo that I am thinking that give or take a week, this would be considered a hit in the ringtone biz.
Relax. Don't do it.
Even if Frankie just did.
....
Been living in seclusion for the past few days. The only "window" I have to the outside world is the TV (Yay, Discovery Travel and Living free for the rest of the week, courtesy of SkyCrappyCable --- why I'm sticking with this cable service, I don't know. I am missing a lot of good TV here. But then again, What is the Lifestyle Channel?) and the internet.
Sites browsed within the past 30 minutes :
Facebook (Vampire Wars anyone?)
Yahoo
Time.com
CNN
Perez Hilton
JessicaRulesTheUniverse
People.com
EOnline
Cigarettes smoked : 3
Milk Tea packets consumed : 2
Parents antagonized : 1
And a partridge in a pear tree.
Oh look, it's the pretty boys trying to be a band : Hanson!
Don't curse but I liked Penny and Me.
Found : Virgin Blue by Tracy Chevalier for 115.00
The Laws of Love by Laura Esquivel for 125.00 (Hardbound)
Finally completed my Tracy Chevalier collection.
Collections that I have completed :
1. Harry Potter 1-7
2. The Nightwatch series by Sergie Lukyanenko
3. Tracy Chevalier
4. Twilight series
Collections that I am waiting to complete
1. Terry Pratchett
2. Jasper Fforde (Though I have all of his Thursday Next books and Nursery Crime)
3. Gabriel Garcia Marquez
4. Stephen King's Dark Tower series
5. Ann Patchett
6. Ariana Franklin's Mistress of Death series
I have to visit Fully Booked some day.
I had lost all of my belief you see? / and realize my mistakes - Love's Divine by Seal
Relax. Don't do it.
Even if Frankie just did.
....
Been living in seclusion for the past few days. The only "window" I have to the outside world is the TV (Yay, Discovery Travel and Living free for the rest of the week, courtesy of SkyCrappyCable --- why I'm sticking with this cable service, I don't know. I am missing a lot of good TV here. But then again, What is the Lifestyle Channel?) and the internet.
Sites browsed within the past 30 minutes :
Facebook (Vampire Wars anyone?)
Yahoo
Time.com
CNN
Perez Hilton
JessicaRulesTheUniverse
People.com
EOnline
Cigarettes smoked : 3
Milk Tea packets consumed : 2
Parents antagonized : 1
And a partridge in a pear tree.
Oh look, it's the pretty boys trying to be a band : Hanson!
Don't curse but I liked Penny and Me.
Found : Virgin Blue by Tracy Chevalier for 115.00
The Laws of Love by Laura Esquivel for 125.00 (Hardbound)
Finally completed my Tracy Chevalier collection.
Collections that I have completed :
1. Harry Potter 1-7
2. The Nightwatch series by Sergie Lukyanenko
3. Tracy Chevalier
4. Twilight series
Collections that I am waiting to complete
1. Terry Pratchett
2. Jasper Fforde (Though I have all of his Thursday Next books and Nursery Crime)
3. Gabriel Garcia Marquez
4. Stephen King's Dark Tower series
5. Ann Patchett
6. Ariana Franklin's Mistress of Death series
I have to visit Fully Booked some day.
I had lost all of my belief you see? / and realize my mistakes - Love's Divine by Seal
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Stuck
Last Friday I deleted V's name on my people list.
When I told him that I am seeing someone in a way, he stopped talking to me.
I don't know whether there is a correlation between the two events but I would like to fancy that he is jealous of the fact that I met someone who I was not set up with. Or that he is jealous because we had a shot and we couldn't do anything. Or that he was mutually attracted but better sense prevailed and he stayed away.
Or maybe because well, he's just really busy.
I want to say that it doesn't matter but it does. It really does. A day has hardly passed by that I haven't thought of him. In one way or another.
And it's pathetic.
And it's downright silly.
And it's so me.
My email has automatically archived my saved messages from him. And I can't find it anymore.
Another sign right? Right?
Right.
Moving on...
Social Experiment has begun scaring me in a way. He has fantasies that I have no way of fulfilling. I think I already know why he is still unmarried. But why do I persist on playing with this person?
Because I have to see how this story will end.
I might end up a cadaver thrown in the river. I might end up a traumatized person with a gazillion std's. I mind end up the victim of a gangbang. I might end up the wife of an officer with a short shelf life.
But bottom line is, I will not end up wondering.
I am giving myself until the end of this year to pursue this. I am already compiling my "in the event of my ruinous end" packet which will be distributed to a couple of people.
Overly dramatic? Yes. Of course.
When I told him that I am seeing someone in a way, he stopped talking to me.
I don't know whether there is a correlation between the two events but I would like to fancy that he is jealous of the fact that I met someone who I was not set up with. Or that he is jealous because we had a shot and we couldn't do anything. Or that he was mutually attracted but better sense prevailed and he stayed away.
Or maybe because well, he's just really busy.
I want to say that it doesn't matter but it does. It really does. A day has hardly passed by that I haven't thought of him. In one way or another.
And it's pathetic.
And it's downright silly.
And it's so me.
My email has automatically archived my saved messages from him. And I can't find it anymore.
Another sign right? Right?
Right.
Moving on...
Social Experiment has begun scaring me in a way. He has fantasies that I have no way of fulfilling. I think I already know why he is still unmarried. But why do I persist on playing with this person?
Because I have to see how this story will end.
I might end up a cadaver thrown in the river. I might end up a traumatized person with a gazillion std's. I mind end up the victim of a gangbang. I might end up the wife of an officer with a short shelf life.
But bottom line is, I will not end up wondering.
I am giving myself until the end of this year to pursue this. I am already compiling my "in the event of my ruinous end" packet which will be distributed to a couple of people.
Overly dramatic? Yes. Of course.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Con't
Selected a bar that was playing some pre-spiritual healing alanis. A glass of mindoro sling will set me back 190p. Am on holiday so why not?
A mindoro sling has cheap rum, mango juice, fruit and a splash of some anonymous alcohol.
Life should be like this - colourful, drunk deep with a cig on the side.
Intoxicating too.
A mindoro sling has cheap rum, mango juice, fruit and a splash of some anonymous alcohol.
Life should be like this - colourful, drunk deep with a cig on the side.
Intoxicating too.
Sitting down, doing nothing
Am at the beach right now. The sun has gone down and i'm on my ass, sitting on the damp sand. A few metres away are some gai jins with their local floozies. V. Judgemental but i understand where they are coming from.
I've been thinking about the immediate future but all that is going around my head right now was my amusement earlier when egypt was late for work because I described in graphic detail the dastardly things I would do to him once we're alone.
Sexting while watching waves let's go...
Poor bastard might've creamed his pants. However, I did mean what I said.
Going back to where there's light. It's getting dark now.
I've been thinking about the immediate future but all that is going around my head right now was my amusement earlier when egypt was late for work because I described in graphic detail the dastardly things I would do to him once we're alone.
Sexting while watching waves let's go...
Poor bastard might've creamed his pants. However, I did mean what I said.
Going back to where there's light. It's getting dark now.
Monday, November 2, 2009
Whatev.
As Rei have mentioned, she has heard all my whingeing when I was still in the throes on my feelings for LawyerDude.
As the Foo Fighters have succinctly stated it " I am always stuck between the handshake and the fuck."
It's not like I purposely walk on by and then suddenly get struck by heart wurms. It's the ransom comment, the sudden laugh and the smart ass smiles that get me.
Been reading some books that were set in India. A Toss of Lemon by P. Visvanathan and Passage to India by E.M. Foster.
Will be on the road tomorrow --- going to an island where I have been before. Maybe there I can unshed him and the other folks.
Because new shoes, getting a haircut and chocolate cake were all proven to not work.
As the Foo Fighters have succinctly stated it " I am always stuck between the handshake and the fuck."
It's not like I purposely walk on by and then suddenly get struck by heart wurms. It's the ransom comment, the sudden laugh and the smart ass smiles that get me.
Been reading some books that were set in India. A Toss of Lemon by P. Visvanathan and Passage to India by E.M. Foster.
Will be on the road tomorrow --- going to an island where I have been before. Maybe there I can unshed him and the other folks.
Because new shoes, getting a haircut and chocolate cake were all proven to not work.
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