Saturday, July 30, 2011

30 July 2011

I hate those periods of clarity when I am in between being awake and asleep - that is when the hard hitting truths emerge and I find myself agreeing.

- You fear that you are not really meant for that romantic bullshit. You can't even say the word "romance" without grimacing.
- He's really a horrible person but you're so blinded by your affection that you overlook how narrow-minded and insensitive that person is --- in fact, you move schedules around to accommodate the persons schedule and make sure they're included - but hey, guess what? you're not part of his picture. Fuck that, bitch. Since you can't be fucked, you're not included. haha. I'll probably regret saying this later but again, fuck that. That's how I think right now.
- I think that dumping a friend can be harsh but I really dislike pushovers. In fact, I abhor them to high heavens. Push overs are the martyrs of hell.
- You are one sad person.
- Spending the weekends by yourself is turning into a source of dread.
- Going back to work on Monday is making you dread Monday. A bit. Still manageable though.
- There are still pangs of regret over leaving former job. My rallying cry will always be fuck that. I had to leave or else I would go crazy or start hitting someone.
- My boss can be an idiot. She has no choice.


Listening Posts:

Currently listening to :
Powderfinger
- obsessing on the following tracks:
a. My Happyness
b. Like a Dog
c. Burn Your Name

Foster the People

Currently reading:
a. Animal Husbandry
b. Friends, Lovers, Chocolate
c. The Angle Quickest For Flight
d. Wit's End

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