Monday, October 19, 2009

Forward, backward, decide.

Spoke to V earlier regarding AME.

When V found out about the age disparity, he told me to think really hard about it.

V: did he say marriage.
Me: no. But he said that it's fate.
Later on...
V: do you love him?
Me: no. I'm not sure whether i'm doing this because i'm bored or I really like him.
V: i have an idea and tell me if its works.
Me: ok
V: don't talk to him for a week. If after a week you miss him then you love him.
Me: and if i don't?
V: then you know.

Which is a very sensible suggestion.

Am i so desperate for another connection because im still tied to V with innumerable strings that I've only exerted a fraction of a point to cut?

One word from V and I will run to him, cast off my secrets and doubts and let them all go.

7 days begin now.

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